AHHH!
i felt so guilty by laughing right at that guy ! =(
i'm really sorry ! i thought of gg back to apologise to him.
i feel so bad bout it.
and pls, i laughed at him not because he's ugly, weird looking or wadever. it's because he's the one who looks like the combination of jeric, sr & bobdog. that's cute ok. it's true!
AND IM HAPPY HAPPY ! CAUSE SCHOOL OF MDE IS JUST RIGHT BESIDE SCH OF BUSINESS ! ^^ i'm not that farrrrrrrrrr away frm my darlings =DDD
yeap. went to np for the THIRD time today (tsk, it's really tiring to walk up slope in a sunny day!) was feeling embarrassed as i think some of them would have recongised me ( must be because of my hair ! ) i was just being polite to take the brouchure from them as they gave it to me themselves. haa. was struggling with the choice of Fujitsu and Lenovo. chose a Fujitsu one still.

Was really upset to know what happened to bestie.
yeah, i dont know what i can say to make you feel better, but at least i'll listen to you when you have prob. feel free to call me anytime :)
Mummy said all her unhappiness out to me tonight too.
I really feel like crying when she said all those things out :(((
i must really study hard this time and not let her down !

Traumatized by your love.
 Tuesday, March 27, 2007 8:38 PM
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MARCHE ! went marche again. yeap, i definitely love the environment there. tried the icecream crepe this time :D
it'sLOVE indeed ^ ^






stayed at home today. intend to tidy up my room and wardrobe. in the end, i spent my morning watching tv and afternoon sleeping :x

RARRRRR~ i knw im gaining weight this few days ! stuffing myself with sweet stuffs & potato chips.

#

anyway, im looking forward to the mde piak camp on the 8th April, though im gg there by myself T.T kay, i'll learn to be independent ! make friends there ^ ^ but i just hate the playing of ice breaker ! kns. it lasts for a few hrs. i hate standing up and intro myself. RAWRRR~ my name my name !? oh my god. NO!

im still not over you.


Traumatized by your love.
 Sunday, March 25, 2007 10:13 PM
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BIG GIRLS DONT CRY.
that's what i told jana the other time.
and now, it's my turn to use it now.

i knew i shldnt seems to be so petty, or rather childish. but i just felt that im being cheated. i guess you'll nvr know how i feel. ha. but maybe jana understands.
i wasnt the old lixue you know!? do you even f.care bout that? wad make me this way. hmpf
i believed every single words that you said, and it turned out this way.
hoped that it's just a dream, or is it that i just woke up from one .

fcuking hate this yr's birthday, as in i couldnt get wad i want =(((( not those non-living things i mean. and i didnt know that if unhappy on the birthday, will bad luck for the year ! until yenqi told me. tsk. ahhh!

but still, thanks for all the presents, messages, testimonials and calls :))
i love the card hand-made by my two darlings =D

Traumatized by your love.
 Tuesday, March 20, 2007 11:38 PM
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i didnt know what's happening.
things were prefectly alright,
living happily everyday.
until recently, things totally changed.

i feel like crying
i knew things would end up like this
i always seems to mess up things
i've tried, but nothing can be done.

Traumatized by your love.
 Sunday, March 18, 2007 1:20 AM
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